She mulled modernity’s dismissal of ancestors along with psychoanalytic and spiritual traditions that center them. Her journey took her into the realms of genetics, epigenetics, and the debates over intergenerational trauma. But sunk in census archives and cousin matches, she yearned for deeper truths. As obsessive in her own way as her parents, Maud researched her genealogy-her grandfather’s marriages, the accused witch, her ancestors’ roles in slavery and genocide–and sought family secrets through her DNA. She saw similar anxieties in the lives of friends, in the works of writers and artists she admired. Still, the meeting of her parents’ lines in Maud inspired an anxiety that she could not shake a fear that she would replicate their damage. Their divorce, when it came, was a relief. He tried in vain to control Maud’s mother, a whirlwind of charisma and passion given to feverish projects: thirty rescue cats, and a church in the family’s living room where she performed exorcisms. Maud’s father, an aerospace engineer turned lawyer, was a book-smart man who extolled the virtues of slavery and obsessed over the “purity” of his family bloodline, which he traced back to the Revolutionary War. Mental illness and religious fanaticism percolated through Maud’s maternal lines, to an ancestor accused of being a witch in Puritan-era Massachusetts. Her mother’s grandfather killed a man with a hay hook and died in a mental institution. Her mother’s father, who came of age in Texas during the Great Depression, was said to have married thirteen times and been shot by one of his wives. Maud Newton’s ancestors have vexed and fascinated her since she was a girl. An acclaimed writer goes searching for the truth about her wildly unconventional Southern family–and finds that our obsession with ancestors opens up new ways of seeing ourselves.

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